If you want to says so..I have no choice

你。。就只会把你说得有多伟大。。

就只会质疑我。。

那就算了。。还要把所有的责任怪在我身上。。

为什么每个人都是一样？

等到别人付出了真心。。

就把别人的真心当狗屁。。

他奶的不爽！

什么会等我。。

你放屁啦。。讲到自己很伟大酱。。

我和你解释，就讲到都是我错酱。。

我把你放进了我的心里。。
你才不理我。。
你，很过分咯！

我也是个女生。。
遇到不愉快的事时。。
都会想要有个拥抱，安慰等。。
不要以为你很了解我。。


我不敢靠近你。。那是因为我不想伤害你。。
你却讲到我很像很犯贱。。
拜托你讲活可不可以多多少少。。
放尊重一点。。

算了，你拿走了的那份信任。。
我会要回的！
每次以为我不是孤单的。。
因为你告诉过我。。
你会陪我，等我。。


哎， 算了吧
黄思伶的人生里
不会这么的好运
这么的幸福
就算有
那全都会是

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假的！

Everything in my life CHANGED!

This year..everything seems to change..

my friends..him..

am like.." did I do anything wrong so god punished me with this?"

Seriously..if I made any mistake..can anyone tell me please?

I hate to struggle more to survive in this situation..

I have been crying lots this year just because of both of this..

What?! I want to laugh more..not cry..

Till all this..I realize..friends and love are all bullshit..

from now on..I will never trust anyone..

the only person I trust is myself!!!

Well I just can figure out..

遵守不了的承诺，为何之前要设下呢？

有时我真的觉得自己很没用。常常守不住握在手里的东西。。

所以一旦失去了。。我也只能后悔。。

为何你要告诉我你的想法呢？

这只会弄得我更辛苦而以。。

有时。。不闻不问。。会更开心。。

所以现在的我。。不开facebook..

不和任何人sms..

不多说。。

不会再对任何人好。。因为这样会弄得我的人生更辛苦！

You know..my special one..I used to believe in you..

but..not now anymore..

as now..I will only focus on my Swimming and studies..

真心朋友和你。。

就隔一边吧。。

我要把我的人生。。彻彻底底的改变！！！！

phew..everything has already come to an end..

Well..as you all know that I'm so busy with my cheerleading stuff..

If you follow my blog..

but now..sports days over..and we really enjoy ourselves dancing..

cheering for our class athletics..

3 day of sport days had just over in a blink of an eyes..

woah..but we really C6 really cheer hard..

shout hard..

run hard to be the best..

right C6??

Well..seriously..I really appreciate cheerleading members..

that you all wish to spend your time to practice..

Well..after sports day..we 14 dou gei..go Genting..

WooHoo..Damn so High!!

(Genting here we are!!)

well..we had lots of fun together..

wanna check out the photos?

go facebook n see..

Links below~

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.259208134090848.73892.100000049890630

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.259242694087392.73898.100000049890630

Well..then we rush back..and go to school on Saturday..

hahaha..14 of us like no energy to study already..

just keep on chatting about our genting trip..

Happy~~!!

Then at night..we went to Music Palace..at Confucian..

and again..we are damn so high!!

shout until no voice..

support all the bands  hahaha..

like really in a concert..lol..

Well..seriously I do enjoy this week timetable..

and it will forever be a memorable day for me..!!

XoXo,

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K.M. *woof*

lol..dont lah so kesian..

just a week sia..not a year..tahan awhile lorh..

ahhahaha...

I do not have enough time..

I am so freaking tired..

and I do not have enough sleep..

plus..my whole body is like going to shutdown soon..

First..I'm not able to eat accordingly in school..

and my leg muscles sometimes it cramps..

my shoulder just recovered from injuries.. WTH

and now my butt muscles hurt..lol..

Back to cheerleading..

my god..we still got 1 more week to go..

C6 guys..work on it..please attend every practice..

if not we wont be able to perform..

well..although I'm quite fierce..

but please hold on for awhile..

PLEASE..I Beg..

Well..thats for today's blog..

=D

XOXO,

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K.M.*woof*

hehe...Thx for the speaker n lipton today..

haha..eagle fly lah..not because of snake!!!

btw..I know u wont lock the door one..hahah..

>.<

17/7..Sunday!!!!

So yesterday is Sunday!!!

Us C6 went to studio to practice our cheerleading..

So then we meet up with Huey's Enigma members..

Well..then we had lots of fun till 130 p.m.

then some of us when to station 1 had lunch..

others when Cyber Cafe..

(This is what we ate..=] )

Then we went back to practice at 330p.m.

My god..we sweat a lot..

is damn so hot!!!

beh tahan..XD

Well..I met some new friends such as..

Jun Xiong, Jesus, Jia Hao, Ah Ann, Kean Seng..

they are all quite funny..haha..

is nice meeting them..

Well we also take quite a lot of pictures..

This is some of the pictures we took..

want see more..lets go to Facebook n check it out!!

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.2239474755606.138727.1510155853&closeTheater=1

Don't just think we play around..

we did put a lot of effort in our practice..

 (C6 discussing)

( Enigma practicing)

So..in conclusion..I really had an awesome day with you guys

You guys are the best!!

LOVE MAX!!!

Let's do it again next time!! haha XD

XOXO,

HOMAIGOSH!! I'm so freaking tired!

So today..I'm so freaking tired!!

Well..I slept at 1++a.m yesterday night..

And the whole day today..I totally didn't rest..

So then I practice cheerleading..

Till 630..then I rush back home to go tuition..

well reach tuition center..quite energetic..

but until half..while watching video..

I kept on yawning n yawning..

My gosh..I'm just damn so tired..

Well..I wonder why today..

saw many friends like unexpected..

LOL XD!!!

having lots of friends is actually a good thing..

heh!

HUI SHEN:

Pat Pat Shen..

Happy Birthday!!

Now you are officially sixteen yea..

Hope u have a blast one this year..

with us around..

XOXO,

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K.M.*woof*

Well..luckily i brought it..

or else u really waste your time already..

anyway..taste good?

hope ya like it...=)

Is Tuesday!

So..today is assembly day..

and so is a day that principal like to talk crap!!!

Well..today he is talking about our appearance and stuff..

as so he is saying that boys go and do their school pants..

which looks like tights..

then he asked all the boys that do their pants stand out...

Woah..there is a lot of guys...the crowd suddenly look so empty..

WTH..?

(Well..this is one of the funny stuff..aiks)

Woah..the weather is not that healthy..

Is gone so smoky..and smell it..

makes me feel like vomitting..phew~

Plus I feel so cold today..in class..in tuition..

woah..should really bring jackets..

but is so troublesome...

can someone take for me?? LOL XD

Well..I don't know what happen to me..

I'm packing my own lunch box to school..

and is for breakfast and lunch..

( I'm going to eat healthy!)

Well..I just realize..giving birth is quite painful

which is from the story that Sir Sean shared..

Well..now I just realize that my MUM..is a

HEROIN!!!

I LOVE YOU MUM!!!!!

XOXO,

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K.M.*woof*

eh eh..NS can get RM300 leh..isn't it a good thing?

at least u get to come back on Sunday to visit us..

so..u planning to go?? =)