This year..everything seems to change..
my friends..him..
am like.." did I do anything wrong so god punished me with this?"
Seriously..if I made any mistake..can anyone tell me please?
I hate to struggle more to survive in this situation..
I have been crying lots this year just because of both of this..
What?! I want to laugh more..not cry..
Till all this..I realize..friends and love are all bullshit..
from now on..I will never trust anyone..
the only person I trust is myself!!!
Well I just can figure out..
遵守不了的承诺,为何之前要设下呢?
有时我真的觉得自己很没用。常常守不住握在手里的东西。。
所以一旦失去了。。我也只能后悔。。
为何你要告诉我你的想法呢?
这只会弄得我更辛苦而以。。
有时。。不闻不问。。会更开心。。
所以现在的我。。不开facebook..
不和任何人sms..
不多说。。
不会再对任何人好。。因为这样会弄得我的人生更辛苦!
You know..my special one..I used to believe in you..
but..not now anymore..
as now..I will only focus on my Swimming and studies..
真心朋友和你。。
就隔一边吧。。
我要把我的人生。。彻彻底底的改变!!!!